Podcast Summary
A wild confrontation with supernatural entities on this week's Confessionals podcast: Listeners can share their own wild experiences, join for bonus content, and attend live events, while the podcast features stories of confrontations with giants and other supernatural beings, and new films are in production.
This week's episode of The Confessionals podcast, hosted by Tony Merkel, contains mature and potentially disturbing content, and parents are advised to listen first before allowing their children to tune in. The episode features a story about a confrontation with a giant and other supernatural entities. Merkel encourages listeners to share their own wild experiences and invites them to become members of the podcast for access to bonus content and ad-free listening. The podcast will be participating in live events, including the Smoky Mountain Bigfoot Conference and a live show with Jerry from Hillbilly Horror Stories. Merkel also promotes their film, Expedition Dogman, which is available on various streaming platforms. A new film is coming soon, and select viewers will have the opportunity to see it first.
A survivor's journey: Overcoming MK Ultra programming: Despite experiencing traumatic events through MK Ultra programming, Dr. Juliet Engel persevered to become a successful medical doctor and help others.
The life of Dr. Juliet Engel, a respected medical doctor, is a testament to overcoming adversity and making a positive impact on the world. Dr. Engel shares her story of being a survivor of MK Ultra programming, which involved being sold into the program and experiencing graphic and traumatic events. Despite this, she went on to enroll in medical school, build a successful practice, and even traveled to Russia to help build up their medical system. Her experiences, which include memories of "sex magic" involved in the programming, are graphic and may not be suitable for young listeners. Dr. Engel has written three books about her experiences, including "Sparky: Surviving Sex Magic and the Program," which can be found on various platforms. Her story serves as a reminder of the resilience of the human spirit and the importance of sharing difficult experiences to help others.
An MK Ultra survivor's journey from trauma to reforming healthcare systems: An MK Ultra survivor overcame her traumatic past to lead a successful medical practice and later reformed Russia's healthcare system, revealing heartbreaking issues of abandoned babies and human trafficking.
The speaker, an MK Ultra survivor, had a traumatic childhood involving mind control and spiritual manipulation. She struggled to remember her past and found solace in revisiting familiar texts. After obtaining her MD degree, she led a successful medical practice in Seattle during the tech boom, but was later called to Russia to reform their healthcare system. There, she discovered a heartbreaking issue: thousands of abandoned babies, many of whom were trafficked out of the country. Her experiences are detailed in her books "Sparky Surviving Sex Magic" and "Angels Over Moscow." Despite the challenges, she persevered to shed light on these issues and help those in need.
Rescuing Thousands from Human Trafficking, Told as a Thriller: The Angel Coalition used storytelling in various forms to raise awareness about human trafficking and generate revenue through direct sales
The Angel Coalition, founded by a group of Russian women and the speaker, rescued over 70,000 people from human trafficking in 40 countries over a 15-year period. They discovered that the US was a popular destination for trafficking, but at the time, there was little interest or awareness in the US government. The speaker wrote a novel, "Moscow Traffic," to tell the story as a thriller due to disbelief and lack of context when sharing the facts. The book includes supernatural elements to reflect the cultural acceptance of the supernatural in Russia and Ukraine. The speaker encourages sharing important stories in different forms to reach various audiences. All three of her books are available on Amazon and her publisher's website, with the speaker receiving more revenue from direct sales.
The Power of Supernatural Beliefs: Religious and cultural beliefs in the supernatural have influenced societies and individuals, fueling power and creating cults, as seen in the Nazis and the Bible's condemnation of lukewarm beliefs.
Our understanding of the supernatural, as portrayed in various religions and cultures, holds significant power and influence over societies and individuals. This was evident in the historical use of the supernatural beliefs by the Nazis, who exported artifacts from Pergamon, believed to possess supernatural powers, to fuel their power and create a cult. This theme is also present in the Bible, specifically in the book of Revelations, where Jesus condemns lukewarm beliefs and the tolerance of pagan practices. The speaker's personal experience of revisiting his childhood and confronting past traumas underscores the importance of examining and understanding our roots and the role they play in shaping our present.
Overcoming the effects of mind control programming: Trauma and madness are not self-inflicted but rather the result of manipulation and control. Hold onto your soul and resist scripted behaviors.
The speaker's experiences with traumatic memories led her to seek help from a psychiatrist, who reassured her that she was not crazy but rather struggling with the aftermath of severe mind control programming. The speaker's art became a tool for her to uncover and understand her past. It's important to recognize that the madness and trauma people experience is not their own, but rather the result of manipulation and control. The speaker emphasizes the importance of holding onto one's soul and not giving in to the scripted behaviors pushed by those in power. The speaker's story sheds light on the devastating effects of mind control programming and the importance of self-awareness and resilience in the face of such adversity.
Cities Warned of Destruction in Revelation: The Book of Revelation warned ancient cities of destruction for immoral practices, including tolerance of witchcraft and demonology. Many Christmas traditions have origins in these practices.
The cities that once represented the pinnacle of civilization, with advanced libraries and luxuries beyond our understanding today, were warned by John in the Book of Revelation to reform their ways or face destruction. These cities, such as Smyrna, Ephesus, Laodicea, and Terra Terra, are now mere ruins. John's revelations warned that adhering to immoral practices, including tolerance of witchcraft and demonology, would lead to oblivion. The first four chapters of Revelation detail the consequences of not changing ways, which is being cast out by Jesus. The speaker also noted that many practices we associate with Christmas, such as Santa Claus, elves, and the Christmas tree, have origins in demonology. The speaker's own experiences with a psychiatrist led him to uncover the dark history of MK Ultra, a CIA program involving mind control, drugs, and torture on unwilling American participants. Despite this documented history, the truth about the origins of Christmas practices is often overlooked or denied.
Impact of government mind control experiments on families: Speaker's family involved in MK Ultra, profound impact, lack of support, coping with memories alone, devastating impact, resilience, importance of feeling safe and secure.
The speaker's family was involved in the MK Ultra program, and their experiences left a profound impact on the speaker's life. Despite the trauma and lack of support from their parents, the speaker was able to piece together their memories and come to terms with their past. The absence of communication with their parents and the threats they received led the speaker to seek help, but ultimately, they were left to cope with the memories on their own. The speaker's experience highlights the devastating impact of government mind control experiments and the long-term effects they can have on individuals and their families. Despite the challenges, the speaker's resilience and determination to uncover the truth are inspiring. Additionally, the speaker's endorsement of SimpliSafe as a reliable home security system serves as a reminder of the importance of feeling safe and secure in one's own home.
Speaker's traumatic memories of child sacrifices during Saturnalia: The speaker shares her experiences of non-consensual participation in child sacrifices during the Saturnalia, leaving deep emotional scars and shaping her perspective on religious celebrations.
The speaker describes experiencing traumatic memories of being present during child sacrifices as part of a mind control program. These experiences left a deep impact on her, and she associates certain triggers, like the smell of pine or blood, with these memories. She believes that these events occurred during the Saturnalia, a pagan festival, and not on December 25th, which Christians celebrate as the birth of Christ. She emphasizes that these experiences were not consensual and that she was a victim, despite being treated like a deity. The speaker expresses confusion about how people can celebrate this day as a high holy holiday, given its dark origins. She also shares that she seeks guidance from the holy spirit but acknowledges her human limitations. The memories she carries are painful and have shaped her perspective on her past and the world around her.
Childhood trauma of satanic rituals and snuff films: The speaker's harrowing experiences of childhood trauma, involving satanic rituals and snuff films, have left a deep impact and fueled their anger towards the ongoing exploitation and disappearance of children. They call for greater awareness and action to prevent these atrocities.
The speaker describes experiencing involvement in horrific events as a child, including being forced to participate in satanic rituals and filming snuff films involving the sacrifice of children. These experiences have left a deep and lasting impact on the speaker, who is still affected by the trauma and angry about the ongoing exploitation and disappearance of children. The speaker calls for greater awareness and action to stop these atrocities. The speaker also reflects on the potential role of religion and spirituality in addressing these issues and bringing about lasting change. The experiences described are disturbing and raise serious concerns about the mistreatment and exploitation of children.
Disneyland's Dark Past: MK Ultra and Child Victims: Speaker shares chilling experiences of being a victim of MK Ultra at Disneyland, emphasizing the importance of support for victims and shedding light on the disturbing use of children for sexual exploitation and ritualistic purposes.
The speaker shares harrowing experiences of being a victim of MK Ultra, a mind control program, during her childhood visits to Disneyland in the late 1950s and 1960s. She recounts being drugged, manipulated, and forced to perform sexual acts with adults to obtain pictures and return home. The implications of these experiences are terrifying, especially as a parent. The speaker emphasizes the importance of victims having support and validation from others who share similar experiences. She also introduces the concept of "sex magic," which involves using sexual energy for ritualistic purposes, but does not provide further explanation in this context. Overall, the discussion sheds light on the dark and disturbing side of Disneyland's history.
MK Ultra: Mind Control Through Sex Magic: The MK Ultra program used sex magic to manipulate individuals, causing emotional damage and hindering healthy relationships, but acknowledging and renouncing such practices is crucial for spiritual growth.
The MK Ultra program, a CIA-admitted mind control experiment, involved the use of various manipulation techniques, including sex magic, to control individuals. Survivors of this program were often sexually abused and their identities were compartmentalized into different "boxes," which could only be accessed through triggers. This disconnection from their true selves and the inability to form healthy relationships based on love and physical closeness made them effective spies, but left them emotionally damaged. Those who practice such dark arts will never enter the kingdom of God, and acknowledging and renouncing these practices is a necessary step towards spiritual growth and understanding the Bible.
The Power of Faith During Challenging Times: Staying strong in faith during difficult times and trusting in the power of the Holy Spirit can help individuals overcome addiction and find joy in life.
Addiction, whether it's to magic, nicotine, or spiritual emptiness, can be a powerful and challenging force to overcome. Edward Griffin's experience of quitting smoking and his belief in the power of faith during difficult times, highlights the importance of spiritual strength and resilience. Additionally, the discussion touches upon the complex issue of spiritual abuse and its potential impact on one's faith and belief in a higher power. The speaker's observation of individuals who have gone through such experiences, suggests a choice between enduring spiritual or physical abuse or abandoning faith altogether. Ultimately, the soul is seen as a weapon and the source of our spiritual strength, with Jesus emphasizing the importance of focusing on our spiritual well-being over material possessions. The conversation underscores the importance of staying strong in faith during challenging times and trusting in the power of the Holy Spirit to bring joy and guide us through life's struggles.
The importance of spiritual health and connection to God: Prosperous civilizations can fade, emphasizing the importance of spiritual growth throughout life. Personal experiences challenge us, but faith and connection to the holy spirit help us persevere in our spiritual journey.
Our spiritual health and connection to God are essential for our overall well-being, even if it may be easy to overlook in our daily lives. The cities of Laodicea serve as a reminder of how prosperous and wealthy civilizations can fade away, emphasizing the importance of focusing on our spiritual growth throughout our lives. The speaker's personal experience of dealing with memories and the impact on her loved ones illustrates the challenges that come with spiritual development, but ultimately, the connection to the holy spirit and faith helped her persevere. Our lives are layered with various experiences and discoveries, and our spiritual journey is an ongoing process that can lead to surprising revelations.
Creating Super Soldiers through MK Ultra: MK Ultra, a controversial government program, aimed to create super soldiers by subjecting individuals, often taken as children, to extreme training, abuse, and possible genetic modification, leaving them with deep emotional and psychological wounds and a struggle to reconcile their actions with their conscience.
MK Ultra, a controversial government program, aimed to create super soldiers through extreme training, abuse, and possible genetic modification. These individuals, often taken as children, were raised in prison-like environments and turned into highly skilled, yet morally compromised killing machines. The consequences of this horrific treatment left many with deep emotional and psychological wounds, as well as a tremendous amount of guilt. Despite their strength and resilience, these individuals often struggle with reconciling their actions with their conscience. The extent of MK Ultra's reach and impact on individuals is still not fully understood, but it's clear that the consequences are far-reaching and devastating. If you suspect you or someone you know might be a victim of MK Ultra, it's crucial to seek help from a trained professional who believes in the reality of the program and can provide appropriate support.
Personal stories of enabling addiction and skepticism towards medical profession: Acknowledging childhood trauma and abuse, and using holistic and trustworthy approaches are crucial for helping those in need of addiction and mental health support.
Helping those in need, especially when it comes to addiction and mental health, can be a complex and delicate situation. The speaker shares her personal experience of enabling an addict, leading to tragic consequences. She expresses her skepticism towards the medical profession, believing it to be compromised and unable to provide the comprehensive help needed for such complex issues. She also shares her own background as a doctor and her experiences with unconventional healing methods. The conversation touches on the challenges of acknowledging and addressing childhood trauma and abuse, and the importance of being aware of the signs. Overall, the discussion highlights the complexity and sensitivity of providing help and support, and the need for a holistic and trustworthy approach.
Speaking up about child sexual abuse and spiritual experiences: Child sexual abuse, particularly anal penetration, can leave visible signs and is life-threatening. Speak up and help the child as soon as possible. Dr. Engel emphasized the importance of acknowledging Jesus as a man's man and sharing her spiritual experiences and insights.
Child sexual abuse, particularly anal penetration, can leave visible signs such as black eyes, and it's crucial to speak up and help the child as soon as possible. This form of abuse can be life-threatening. Dr. Engel also emphasized the importance of acknowledging Jesus as a man's man who called for strength and courage in following him. She found the conversation enlightening and was glad to share her experiences and insights on her books, which can be found on her website or through her publisher. The conversation touched on various topics, including the reality of spiritual medicine in Russia and the misconception of Jesus as a hippie figure. Dr. Engel was discovered on Twitter and the conversation was a success, with the potential for further discussions on her experiences and beliefs. She encourages listeners to share the show if they enjoyed it and to remember their inherent freedom, even if it may initially be uncomfortable.
