Podcast Summary
Old Gods Family: A family believed to be descendants of the old gods consider themselves superior to humans and raise their children to shatter their identities for effective training.
During this episode of The Confessionals Podcast, host Tony Merkel shared an intriguing story about encountering a giant and strange entities, leading to the discovery of Nathan Reynolds as a guest. Nathan comes from a family believed to be descendants of the old gods, who consider themselves superior to humans and possess divine right to rule. This belief is rooted in the belief of descending from celestial realm beings and having superior genetics and psychic abilities. The family raises their children in a way that shatters their souls and identities for effective training. The podcast also mentioned upcoming shows, merchandise, and documentaries. Additionally, Tony shared his recent encounter with a woman who had been to Epstein Island and the resulting influx of listener suggestions for guests.
Family dynasties and exploitation of children: Growing up in a family with deep-rooted power structures and complex lineages, the speaker experienced exploitation and offers redemption through 'The Gospel to Every Creature' despite a childhood marked by Catholicism, Jesuits, and ritual magic, involving the offering of children.
The speaker describes growing up in a family with deep-rooted, complex power structures, which they refer to as a "family" or a "mafia," but which involves elements of Luciferianism, Nephilim lineage, and the exploitation of children. The speaker believes that some members of this family can trace their lineage back to the fallen and that they themselves come from such a lineage. They also believe that redemption is possible, despite their past experiences, and that they have found solace in a book called "The Gospel to Every Creature" by John Darnell. The speaker's childhood was marked by being born into a family with a powerful dynasty on one side and extreme Catholicism and Jesuits on the other, with both sides involving exploitation and the offering of children. The speaker was born into a place significant in Hopi mythology, where children were given to watcher angels, and grew up in a world of ritual magic.
Lake Havasu City's dark history: Once a secret military base for exploiting children, Lake Havasu City in Arizona has a disturbing past involving torture, human sacrifice, and occult practices.
Lake Havasu City in Arizona, which was once a secret military base and later transformed into a pleasure island, has a dark history. It was founded and built as a retirement community for those involved in exploiting children, with roots in the Knights of Columbus and the Jesuits. The London Bridge, shipped over stone by stone from England, holds a disturbing past with chambers used for torture and human sacrifice. Survivors of this community were subjected to trauma, behavioral modifications, and constant destabilization, with the ultimate goal of breaking their will. The abuse lasted from their childhood into their teen years, creating deep desires for justice and vengeance. The victims were often moved around to cover up their condition and prevent outsiders from discovering the truth. The occult practices and rituals, which involved men transforming into monstrous beings, added to the horror. This history sheds light on the darker side of Lake Havasu City, revealing a past shrouded in secrecy and exploitation.
Ancient bloodlines and supernatural entities: Ancient bloodlines practice rituals to engage with supernatural entities, granting extraordinary abilities but with a cost of potential consumption and becoming a parasitic being. Vampiric beings result from this consumption of human blood in the realm of Azazel.
Certain bloodlines have been practicing ancient rituals and engaging with supernatural entities for generations. These entities, often referred to as watchers or celestial ones, can possess individuals and grant them extraordinary abilities, but the cost can be devastating. Those who cannot contain these entities become consumed by them, unable to expel the darkness and ultimately becoming a parasitic being, like a vampire or a werewolf. Families are recruited and children are taken from these bloodlines to ensure the purity of the lineage and the ability to host these entities effectively. The consumption of human blood is a common practice within this religion, leading to the existence of vampiric beings. The realm of Azazel, a fallen angel, is believed to be the source of these practices and the realm where these entities reside. The options given to individuals in this world are to become a human-masquerading vampire or a feral beast. Some of these beings are physically superior, while others are unrecognizable as human. The means to acquire these abilities can be through ritual or medical injections, with the old methods often being superior but carrying less predictability than modern technology.
Assassin's experiences shaping their life: The speaker's life was shaped by their experiences as a trained assassin and spy, leading them to counter-espionage and eventually joining the military.
The speaker's life was shaped by their experiences as a trained assassin and spy, growing up in a family with deep connections to religious orders and the government. They were exposed to various challenges and learned to navigate through different situations, including dealing with guard dogs, warlocks, and espionage. These experiences led them to the realization that the majority of powerful figures were interconnected, and they became involved in counter-espionage and espionage work. The turning point in their life came when they chose to leave the cold, harsh world of spying and join the military side of the projects, leading them to NORAD and the Air Force Academy in Colorado. The area around Colorado Springs, known for its thin veil between worlds, was significant due to its historical significance and the presence of various springs, making it an ideal location for high-level military and government operations.
Military and Occult in Colorado Springs: Colorado Springs is known for its military presence and deep underground facilities, as well as a cultural embrace of the occult. Some believe there may be a connection between the two and that encounters with transformative creatures are possible.
Colorado Springs, Colorado, is a significant area for both military operations and spiritual practices, with a large concentration of military bases and deep underground facilities, as well as a cultural embrace of the occult. Another intriguing topic discussed was the possibility of encounters with transformative creatures, such as those described as dog-like beings. The speaker shared a personal story of a hunting incident where a dog saved a man from an encounter with a large, upright-walking creature. While some may dismiss such stories as mere folklore, the speaker believes there is truth to the existence of these creatures and their connection to the occult practices and underground bases in the area.
Ancient blood covenants with dragons/serpents: Some families made pacts with dragon/serpent deities for power, resulting in massive bloodshed and corruption, but the speaker found peace through a covenant with a higher power
Some families, like the Reynolds, entered into ancient blood covenants with powerful entities, such as the dragon or serpent deities, to gain knowledge and power. These covenants were made through contact with ancient priest classes and the use of artifacts like the Joshua coin or Judas' silver. The cost of this power was often massive bloodshed and the demand for life. Some believe these entities are still present, and their descendants continue to practice these dark arts, leading to the creation of empires built on corruption and deceit. The speaker personally experienced encounters with these entities and their servants, often in underground bases and caves. Despite the danger, the speaker believes in a higher power and has formed a covenant with him, providing peace and a new purpose in life.
Animals and History: Animals played a significant role in shaping the speaker's perspective on people and the world, and they carry a rich history that deserves preservation and understanding.
The speaker shares a unique connection with animals, formed during his childhood when he felt isolated and misunderstood by people. He found companionship and understanding among animals, forming deep bonds with them and even living with them. This experience shaped his perspective on people and the world, leading him to view animals as carriers of history and purity. The speaker also discusses the historical context of European colonization and the eradication of indigenous cultures and written languages, which he connects to his own experiences and the importance of preserving and understanding diverse histories.
European erasure of indigenous cultures: European conquest and colonization involved deliberate destruction of indigenous civilizations through military expeditions and civil engineering projects, leaving little evidence of their existence
The European invasion of North America involved not only the conquest and colonization of land, but also the deliberate erasure of the advanced civilizations that already existed there. This was accomplished through military expeditions and civil engineering projects that altered the geography and destroyed evidence of indigenous cultures. Meanwhile, Europeans were amazed by the grandeur and sophistication of the cities they encountered in America, which they could not fully comprehend due to their limited understanding of the capabilities of the native people. On a personal note, the speaker met his wife at a college ministry in Colorado after experiencing a traumatic brain injury in the military. He was initially hesitant to pursue a relationship with her due to her age and success, but eventually won her over with his passion and determination. He did not reveal his past to her until much later in their relationship.
Different Backgrounds and Marriage: Hidden pasts, family manipulation, and personal transformations can complicate love and marriage, leading to fear, secrets, and danger when individuals come from vastly different backgrounds and experiences.
Love and marriage can be complicated when individuals come from vastly different backgrounds and experiences. The speaker's marriage was marked by hidden pasts, family manipulation, and personal transformations that left them both feeling lost and changed. The trigger event was the return of the speaker's father, who brought out a darker side of the speaker, leading to a marriage filled with fear, secrets, and danger. The speaker's wife, who came from a normal background, was left in the dark about the speaker's past and the dangerous world they had entered. The speaker's journey involved burning old connections, learning through the internet, and uncovering hidden truths about a cult, all while dealing with the constant fear of being discovered. Despite the challenges, the speaker's wife's growth and strength ultimately allowed them to confront their past and build a new future together.
Family dynamics: Encountering supportive individuals and resources can empower one to break free from harmful family dynamics and create a better future for oneself and future generations.
The speaker's decision to protect his unborn daughter from his manipulative and potentially dangerous family was a turning point in his life. He was inspired by warriors for the kingdom and sought deliverance from his past addictions and generational curses. At a conference, he met individuals who prayed for him and provided him with resources for breaking free from his family's influence. This led to a showdown with his family, ultimately resulting in his severing ties with them. The experience transformed him, giving him a newfound sense of freedom and the desire to ensure his child would not face the same traumas he had endured.
Family Business Manipulation: Family businesses can lead to manipulation, brainwashing, and dangerous confrontations when power and control become priorities over family relationships.
The speaker's family was involved in a dark and manipulative business, which led to the speaker's sister being brainwashed and the speaker's father's violent reaction when the truth was revealed. The speaker's wife and he faced numerous threats and dangers, leading them to leave the family and start a new life. The family's business involved creating different personas of individuals for clients, and they had control over the speaker through a code book. The speaker's father wanted full control and sovereignty over him, leading to a dangerous confrontation. The speaker's experiences are unprecedented, and he feels a mix of emotions when openly acknowledging the truth about his family.
Covert Operations, Assassinations: Moral dilemmas of covert operations and assassinations, importance of truth and speaking out, long-term health effects of advanced technology
The world of covert operations and assassinations is a complex and dangerous one, where laws do not always apply, and the consequences of one's actions can be severe. The speaker shares his personal experience of being involved in such operations and the moral dilemmas that come with it. He emphasizes the importance of truth and speaking out, despite the potential risks, as a means of setting oneself free and advancing the greater good. The speaker also touches upon the use of advanced technology and the long-term health effects that come with it, which are often hidden from those who undergo such procedures. Ultimately, the speaker's message is one of personal responsibility and the importance of standing up for what is right, no matter the cost.
Super Soldier Experimentation: Long-term genetic experimentation resulted in the creation of super soldiers, revealing the importance of authentic experiences and personal growth to those affected.
The speaker encountered an individual with extraordinary abilities, whom he referred to as a "Uber Panch" or super soldier. This person's abilities were the result of a long-standing genetic experimentation program involving selective breeding and scientific manipulation. The speaker himself had been raised in this community, unaware of the abnormalities in his upbringing until he met his wife. The realization of a normal, balanced life was a significant revelation for him, leading him to seek out authentic experiences and build a new family and legacy. The speaker's ultimate goal is to help others in similar situations, whether it means helping them escape or learn to cope and thrive despite their circumstances. The discussion also touched upon the speaker's past involvement in the military and the underlying motivations behind his current pursuits.
Monstrous beings: Belief in existence of powerful, dangerous creatures that can be deadly to humans, revealed through religious texts and historical examples, humans have the power to defend against them, prepare for their eventual revelation.
The speaker believes there is a reality of monstrous beings, or "beasts of the earth," that exist and will eventually be revealed to humanity. He draws on religious texts and historical examples to support this belief. These beings are not like common household pets or cryptids, but rather powerful and dangerous creatures that can be deadly to humans. The speaker emphasizes that humans have the power to fight back against these creatures and maintain dominion over them. He also discusses his personal experiences and research into these beings, leading him to develop advanced weaponry and knowledge to defend against them. The speaker encourages people to educate themselves about these beings and be prepared for their eventual revelation to the world.
Child manipulation programs: Some families force children into specific careers based on personality testing, potentially leading to confusion, identity issues, and a feeling of being trapped and manipulated.
Children in certain families with connections to child trap organizations in Southern California were identified and pushed into specific fields based on personality testing at a young age. The speaker's family chose military intelligence and espionage for him. The poem in the text expresses feelings of confusion and questioning reality, possibly a result of being in this program and being unsure of his own identity. The speaker feels trapped and manipulated, but also recognizes that this experience has brought him the best out of himself. Overall, the text suggests a complex and potentially traumatic upbringing that has shaped the speaker's identity and perspective on reality.