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    A superhero at night-- Lucid dreaming, opioids, and ibogaine

    en-usMarch 01, 2021

    About this Episode

    BFTA takes a wild ride with Colorado based artist, writer, and video producer Ian Jaydid as he tells his double abyss story of lucid dreaming, out of body experiences, REM deprivation and transient psychosis....which then led to the blissful but ultimately destructive salve of opioids and a life changing encounter with the African psychedelic Iboga (ibogaine).

    Ian Jaydid
    https://ianjaydid.com

    Ian's novel Tripping the Field
    https://www.amazon.com/Tripping-Field-Existential-Ungodly-Proportions/dp/0991193199

    Ian's first lucid dreaming experience
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-WaA3SGl9M&t=26s

    Dr. H/ BFTA
    https://www.craigheacockmd.com/podcast-page/

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