Episode 18~ On DEATH and DYING

This episode in ABENA'S WORLD gives a brief view of what happens when actually living and practicing the Principles of MA'AT on a planet flooded with E.V.I.L. You will become a TARGET to be attacked based on the root paradigm guiding the thinking and behaving of the people herein.

In this episode of ABENA'S WORLD, I share on my challenge to SELF for SELF REPAIR, and to obtain the needed RESOURCES for 'success'. I also delve into the challenging messages that support fragmentation of the SELF and our collective SELVES AS RESOURCES OF SUPPORT FOR EACH OTHER.

During this episode, I'm talking with a SistaR friend and we are working to BUILD..supporting each other in this process of healing...and then... SHE SAID SOME SHYT THROUGH M.E. IN A FIT....FOR A BIT... TRAUMA TRIGGERS.. NOTES FROM THE LIFE OF THE "TRAUMA QUEEN" AND "TRAUMATIZED TRAUMATOLOGIST"

America is a PLANTATION NATION and the "jobs" we are trained to do, are designed to support its effective running. During this episode in my world, I share with another recovering Afreekan Descendant my experiences on my last 'plantation station' called 'Horizon House Inc'. There I encountered five "UN-scruplous" Afreekans who actively conspired to have me dismissed from duties. They were able to accomplish this goal via acts of Intentional Harm, mis-treatment, and violations of the laws, rules, regulations and standards in the MENTAL/EMOTIONAL/BEHAVIORAL HEALTH CARE ARENA. Ever wonder WHY seems friends or family members who attend "treatment" programs continue to relapse or revert to old damaging behaviors? "Listen to Learn...Learn to Listen" M.E.

In this episode, I share the "Mother" part of myself and a bit of the story I learned from her. I also tell the TRUTH about having kicked crack in da azz all the while revealing some "wounds" in our Afreekan Collective thought and BEHAVIORS. Thoughts and Behaviors that cause us harm and hinders goal attainment.

In this episode I share my thoughts on "death and dying". This is a topic many desire to AVOID like the plague, despite the FACT that we will ALL DO IT..one day. "No man knowth the hour or day" yet you can best believe, IT WILL HAPPEN...to YOU....Are you 'prepared'? I AM! ..and...I'M NOT GOING INTO THE LIGHT!

A brief report on how to gain "success" in a shytstem of racism/white supreme lunacy

In this episode, I talk about the events leading to the 'loss' of my job, the role some "scrupulous Afreekans" played in that and my attempts to utilize "counter-racist science" to protect myself. This episode highlights the infection of european cultural thought and behavior in at least two of our 'sub-cultural' groups within the Afreekan Collective.

During this episode in ABENA'S WORLD I am thinking and talking through what has happened to M.E. as the Mother of Civilization now being UNSAFE in the world We created.

In preparation for my debut on the Queen of Heart blog talk radio broadcast, I began by thinking out loud to myself, some of the things I want to share about myself. As I recorded this "episode" in ABENA'S WORLD, I had a SPIRITUAL ORGASM. You'll have to come to the show on 12-11-11 to find out how the 'feminine' and 'masculine' Inergy in M.E. came together to produce the explosion of PURE ECSTASY I felt.