Getting milked, bailed on and blocking people

Holy shit am I actually here a week later uploading an episode?? I've truly shocked myself to be fuckin honest but I'm here so let's just take a moment of silence.............. Okay so found my 10 year old journal and turns out I just stopped maturing at 10 because why does one of my excerpts sound exactly like last week's episode??? LOL. My MIL wants to ruin Christmas for my kid...shocker....but like if I think back to the moment where I found out Santa wasn't real, did it really leave me traumatized? Also, let's take a fucking second to discuss that boys are dumb and we should throw rocks at them because if kissing me the mother fucking SECOND clock strikes midnight isn't the only damn thing on your mind then you can kindly fuck off. Thanks.

Hi guys, long time no see....SHOCKER. Anyway NEW FEAR UNLOCKED!! Am I the boring friend?? I'm kind of freaking out. I recently have so much anxiety around thinking I have nothing to offer and I'm not an exciting enough of a friend. Also totally thinking when I bring my friends together, they like each other so much more than they like me lol how am I 32 years old???? IDK

I'm also over here awkwardly trying to master eye contact. Why do I feel like I will never stop being a work in progress???? 

I have been dying to make this episode and share this news with you guys!!!!!! How tf is it possible that this my life right now??? I am beyond excited to be on this journey with you guys despite being inconsistent as fuck. I really do think that the inconsistency might be coming to an end. Fingers crossed!!!!! 

I know I know, what the fuck Victoria? I CALLED THIS on the last episode I did with Madison. I don't know why it's hard to show up for myself when I don't have any accountability from anyone else. I'm sorry. All I can say is I want to get better and I'm trying to figure out how to do that, and apparently I am also trying to not be an explosive ass bitch but I still got it in me and I may have almost lost a friend, but I think being an adult might have saved the friendship...THANK GOD.

Also don't take anything personally because I waited until 2 days before Lucas' 30th to plan anything :/ WHY AM I LIKE THIS??????? I genuinely cannot stand being a person who doesn't put more time, effort, and thought into things. It's like my brain only wants to function under pressure and I need to see a fucking doctor for this type of behavior because I'm over it.

Hi guys sorry had to delete my last episode because ya girl is problematic...oops. Anyway this week I discuss Cali having a rough day at school and how I handled that (or didn't??) I'm still trying to learn how to adult ya know?  I lost 5000 dollars after a deal unfortunately fell through and that was a tough pill to swallow. I end the podcast with a little storytime how Lucas almost left me hanging in lingerie to continue to play video games. Yeah you heard that right. #embarassing 

I am so sorry my head hasn't been here my loves. I have been stressed and overwhelmed the past couple weeks and in this episode I talk about some of the reasons why. Mugshot gossip was not at the top of my list, but it had to be a conversation. I unfortunately failed my real estate exam by 3 points and will be taking it again this THURSDAY omg I'm freaking out. Annoyed as fuck that I'm in my head at the name of the podcast that I actually really love and I think this is the first step to not caring what people think and just going with my gut. 

Wow! All I can say is Glennda specializes in story time. She went in depth on lots of different topics, from what she looks for in a man in her present day, to her divorce process that lasted nearly a year. What I think we can all learn from Glennda is that there is always still time even when you think there isn't and Glennda (my mom) has learned that in many areas of her life. She also discusses what we went through as a family during my husband's car accident and why I might struggle to maintain genuine friendships.

I have been having a rough, few weeks to be completely honest. Between my kids being sick back to back, both me and Lucas being in a transitional phase with our lives, and struggling with why I have been hitting road block after road block despite being the strongest I have ever been in my faith......it has been A LOT, to say the least and I'm just tired. I'm also going back and forth daily on if I want to be a more private person or continue giving all of me to everyone. Sometimes I just wish life had an instruction manual.

Hey guys! I was so excited to have my first guest because not only is this person amazing, but he happens to be my husband and best friend! Lucas Campos dives into everything everyone wants to know about his most recent struggle, a car accident that almost took his life 9 months ago. We talk about things that haven't been shared yet on the internet and get into the details of what we were feeling on August 7th and the months after. 

I'm back bitches and I am filling you in on EVERYTHING. What does this new chapter of Gossip Committee look like??  Just me constantly exposing what real life looks like and normalizing struggles, emotions, hard times, despite it sometimes being uncomfortable. My goal is to empower women to be themselves online and show what the struggle to the top actually looks like. Life isn't rainbows and unicorns for anyone but that doesn't mean you can't figure it out and be great! Of course, I fill you guys in on the past month of my life and wtf has been going down. Super excited for the future and what is to come!

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