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    No Such Thing As A Free Lunch W/ Kate Griffin and Angela Zhang

    enApril 20, 2022

    About this Episode

    For the Season One finale, Lauren and Rebecca interview social worker Angela ZHang and  research fellow Kate Griffin (who also happens to be Rebecca's cousin) about their work studying the link between poverty and shame. Lunch shaming, period poverty, how military spending is prioritized over people, the book Poverty Safari, and the dominant poverty narrative and how it maintains the status quo.

    On Patreon the ladies discuss varying experiences of both poverty and the poverty narrative, learned judgements and learned shame, and, most importantly, the dismantling of the beliefs that do not belong to us.

    Patreon Subscriber Yin Yoga on Zoom 3rd Wednesdays 6 pm PST, $4 without subscription, DM us on Insta for details.

    Also via Insta, follow and DM us what you think our S1 theme was - first person to guess correctly wins a 90 day subscription to our Patreon.

    Season Two Premieres May 10.

     

     

     

     

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