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    Dancing in the shadows

    Escaping the perils of depression and self-doubt through conversational hypnosis and open expression. I strive to learn comfort in the shadowed moments of life, and thrive in the light. Born into a cult-religion programmed into me as truth. While i have had shades of light, it has been mostly a dark journey for me. Recently, I have had to rediscover the light within and push through the cult-barrier of programming finally snipping the invisible tether of cult based mind-control. I take you with me in real time as I work through the incredibly difficult journey of what led me to now. I share it all.
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    Episodes (18)

    Dancing in the Shadows S-02 Ep. 4

    Dancing in the Shadows S-02 Ep. 4

    I move toward freedom and leap into all that life has to offer slowly expanding my vision and reach for the answer to life's lessons. In this episode, I dive into the adventures of being out on my own with my best friend throwing parties and building that circle of friendships. One friend impacted us in a way we never expected as we entered into Bobby's world all of our lives changed forever. 


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    enFebruary 22, 2020

    Dancing in the Shadows S-02 Ep. 2

    Dancing in the Shadows S-02 Ep. 2

    Somethings reach us in ways we cannot explain. Dreams often parallel recent experiences in our lives and bring clarity in the form of mystery. Forcing us to analyze and crack the codes that may relate to an important decision we have to make. It's as if we are given riddles of wisdom from within to alter or make adjustments in our life. And then there is this... WOW.

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    enFebruary 16, 2020

    Dancing in the Shadows S-02 Ep. 1

    Dancing in the Shadows S-02 Ep. 1

    Hello, friends and subscribers, I'm so excited to be back. I Have been away for several months working on myself and tapping into the elements of my personal strength that I knew always had been there. I just needed to reboot my drive.  :0)

    I had to come on and discuss the Oxygen networks 2 part series investigation "The Witnesses". I feel validated and sad at the same time. Sad that the pervasiveness of child pedophilia remains within this organization and their unwillingness to change the policies that would protect children from harm. And validated about being called a liar by members of my family when I tried to warn them of this storm headed for the Jehovah's Witness organization. I still have no connection with my family and I suppose that will not change as long as they are under the control of this oppressive and controlling ideology. 


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    enFebruary 12, 2020

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 13 part 2 FINALE

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 13 part 2 FINALE

    This is a final recap of this journey and my cousin who was missing. My efforts paid off and I finally found her alive, safe but in hiding. My uncle disowns me though I leave the door open for his repentance.

    I discuss the Jehovah's Witness policies that are harmful to millions of families around the world. Fortunately, for those truly awake we can see their darkened veil of deception and control collapsing. Through the many international court cases like the Australian Royal Commission into institutional responses to Child sexual abuse: Full Report into the Jehovah's Witness released. 

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     The Royal Commission found children are not adequately protected from the risk of child sexual abuse in the Jehovah’s Witness organisation and does not believe the organisation responds adequately to allegations of child sexual abuse. 

    From the evidence presented, the Royal Commission considers the Jehovah’s Witness organisation relies on outdated policies and practices to respond to allegations of child sexual abuse which were not subject to ongoing and continuous review. Included in these was the organisation’s retention and continued application of policies such as the two-witness rule in cases of child sexual abuse which, the Royal Commission considered, showed a serious lack of understanding of the nature of child sexual abuse. It noted the rule, which the Jehovah’s Witness organisation relies on, and applies inflexibly even in the context of child sexual abuse, was devised more than 2,000 years ago.

    The Royal Commission found the Jehovah’s Witness organisation’s internal disciplinary system for addressing complaints of child sexual abuse was not child or survivor focused. Survivors are offered little or no choice in how their complaint is addressed, sanctions are weak with little regard to the risk of the perpetrator re-offending.

    Finally, the Royal Commission considered the organisation’s general practice of not reporting serious instances of child sexual abuse to policy or authorities, demonstrated a serious failure on its part to provide for the safety and protection of children.

    As I reflect back on the previous month of this Podcast. I realize not only was it an unleashing of my burden of truth. But it's been a journey toward a new beginning. Again I want to thank everyone for listening if you have made it this far I commend you. I know it's not an easy listen. If you are normal and have a heart this podcast will take you through a series of emotions. This was a very difficult learning curve for me and I am in essence putting in a lot of time and effort into revealing this truth at potential risk to my safety by exposing this organization. 

    As I look ahead to Season 2. I see a new life and chapter ahead for me in real time. I'll be sure to intermix that with my life story to keep you all on your toes. And allow you all to get to know me better. Which if you can imagine my perspective and how I was raised it was never easy for me to do. That's clearly changed in me. 


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    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 13 part 1

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 13 part 1

    In this episode, I discuss what led to the complete darkened state of depression that you felt in my Introduction episode of the podcast Dancing in the Shadows podcast. Now that I am stronger I can finally tell this story and what motivated me to blow the whistle on this mind-altering Cult programming. Wait until you hear this...
    Recorded on July 23rd 2019

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    enAugust 08, 2019

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 12

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 12

    Your intentions will be aligned with your spirit if you are focused on envisioning yourself where you intend to be. Have faith in yourself and in a future without fear. See yourself where you want to be and feel the joys of that moment and your path will unfold in front of you. Take each step as an ADVENTUROUS challenge ahead that will lead you to the grand path you desire. 

    Recorded on July 15th 2019  

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    enAugust 01, 2019

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 11

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 11

    What awakened my spirit to the Jehovah's Witness cult practices? What were my cult confirmations? I discuss this openly and more. 
    The season finale will be a part 1 and 2 coming up in August.
    In my present life, I may be moving soon! Incredible life changes ahead.

    Thank you so much for your outpouring of love and support. You are all amazing. Thank you. July 12th 2019.

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    enJuly 31, 2019

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 10

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 10

    Warning this episode contains verbal descriptions of extremely graphic content. Audible discretion is advised.

    I discuss the atrocities of cultish shunning practices and the death of my best friend as a result of this JW policy. On this episode of Dancing in the Shadows. Recorded on: June 9th 2019


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    enJuly 19, 2019

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 8

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 8

    What is the no blood rule? A no blood card is carried By Jehovah's Witnesses in the wallets of virtually every follower. And has led to the deaths of tens of thousands of individuals during the years of when this rule within the organization went into effect decades ago. - I enter Jr. High school. - Recorded on June 1st 2018       

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    enJuly 08, 2019

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 6

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 6

    Warning this episode contains verbal descriptions of an extremely graphic injury. Audible discretion is advised.

    Welcome to episode 6 of Dancing in the shadows this is the graphic depiction of events of a mechanical horror that my altered destiny.
    - Recorded on May 25th 2019

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    enJuly 02, 2019

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 5

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 5

    Welcome to episode 5 friends the next couple of episodes will be my most difficult revelations. I do share my Biblical theory, thoughts on Armageddon, a funny story about Toys r us and my Dad. And I begin to discuss the day that altered my destiny forever. - Recorded May 23rd, 2019

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    enJuly 02, 2019

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 3

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 3

    Season 1 Episode 3

    I reveal the cult-religion that I was raised in and the difficult experiences that affected my future and personal development forward. I also explain the cult programming, the wizardry, and hypnosis they employ to control the flock and continually escape child-abuse charges.

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    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 1

    Dancing in the Shadows S-01 Ep. 1

    Season 1 Ep. 1 Introduction

    Dancing in the shadows is finding a balance between my light and dark. I'm dumping the trash I carry inside utilizing conversational self-hypnosis to escape a personal depression. Come with me toward the light as I transform my reality in real-time by sharing raw honesty and the truth of my incredibly difficult, but rewarding journey.

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