Episode #190. 

What do you think of when you look in the mirror? How the body impacts diagnosis and healing. Thoughts on continuing to talk about how medicine treats symptoms but to get to how we feel in our body and what we think of our bodies..this a huge missing component in these conversations around diagnosis.

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This is a special and unique episode. I get into some work with my friend Rimsha. We explore some childhood fears and I'm all for it! I hope it gives you hope that you can do this work to. These are the kinds of conversations that we need.

BIO:

I am a Shamana, Medicine Woman and a healer (who is also behind the scenes on a deep childhood sexual trauma healing journey). I was born and raised in Pakistan and moved to the US when i was 14. My spiritual awakening (or as I like to call wounds awakening) happened when I one day woke up, listened to the spirit that was loud and clear and moved to Nepal as a young 17 year old. This is where my healing began. I have traveled to over 28 countries to search for "Me". And during the period, I got lost in the masculine world first as an aerospace engineer then as a US Marine Officer until my nervous system completely fried and i was forced to face those wounds that i first discovered as a young woman in Nepal. I have known deep pain yet in that pain, I also learned to alchemize them to be a spiritual guide. I deeply care for the awakening of the collective so we stop going to war with each others nation and stop going to war with ourselves and to remember that we are the God's consciousness living a human experience. We CAN in fact live a beautiful, prosperous, heck even luxurious life even as a spiritual guide.

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Episode #186. The Journey To Sobriety series is back. I met my friend Lindsay on Twitter and so glad we got to have this conversation! She is doing some great work with her podcast and I highly recommend you watch her on YouTube. Thanks Lindsay for being on the podcast!

BIO: 

Lindsay is a passionate member of the sober community. With over 10 years of recovery experience of her own and a completed certification in addiction counseling, Lindsay is a motivated advocate for the recovering addict. Since 2013, Lindsay has been a dedicated professional in the addiction recovery field, which has spilled over into her spare time, where she is active on social media, inspiring others through engaging conversations. Lindsay started her own YouTube Podcast focused on addiction and recovery content in hopes of helping anyone affected by addiction of any type. Lindsay believes in the utilization of person-centered therapy as her approach to treatment. Lindsay is a firm believer in individualized treatment and many pathways to recovery. Lindsay is an open book and values authenticity and transparency.

Connect with Lindsay:

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YouTube: www.youtube.com/@RecoverFromAddiction

X: @L_Villandry 

Linked In: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lindsayvillandry/

Facebook: Lindsay Villandry 

Instagram: @lindsay.villandry

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Episode #184. This was a really interesting and fun talk with Jayden Aubryn. We met on Facebook and we discuss our views on medications from personal experience and dive into her work with clients on trauma. So, get ready to learn about moving your body!

I am grateful for the time we had on this and these kinds of conversations is where I want Louder Now to go.

BIO:

Jayden Aubryn (they/them) is a Black, queer, non-binary, and ethically non-monogamous psychotherapist, personal trainer, and DEI consultant. They believe in the holistic healing of trauma on the individual and system level by using movement, music, art, food, and everyday interactions so that healing can be accessible and fun.

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Thoughts on spiritual and theological ideas related to wisdom and having something to say. Goes back to childhood and then was extreme in the time at IHOP in Kansas City. Let me know your thoughts On this episode.

Episode #181.

Quiet desperation. All the signs of the universe and God's master plan come down to this very real and special moment. Either move forward or turn away and hide. Either rise to the occasion or stay in the same loop you've been in for a really long time. Without shame or judgment or guilt or fear that does not move us toward the light. I am interested in the healing path.

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Episode #180.

Deanna's BIO:

As a person diagnosed with a serious mental illness 23 years ago, Ms. Robinson draws from her rich experiences with psychosis, anxiety, depression and mania, inspiring students to see mental illness in a new, more progressive light.  As a master and national trainer for the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) for 18 years, Ms. Robinson has a deep appreciation for the curiosity of students and engages humor and interactive modalities so students have the best chance of retaining the invaluable mental health information there is to share.  

She has worked in varying roles for NAMI in Maryland, where she’s originally from, and in California where she now lives.  She’s helped create videos for the country’s emergency room hospital staff, University of Phoenix social work program, and has been featured in the New York Times, Baltimore Sun and other notable media. Prior to joining the NAMI family in 2004, she was a Senior Litigation Paralegal for CitiGroup. 

She studied at College of Notre Dame of Maryland and has several mental health instructor certifications including Mental Health First Aid both for youth and adults and QPR Suicide Prevention. She owns her own coaching, training and public speaking business, The Healing Conversationalist. Ms. Robinson has 5 grown children, 7 grandchildren and enjoys politics, and reading and listening to self-help and spiritual wellness books.

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Episode #179. Solo show where I discuss some things I have been learning:

1. Time to myself. A quiet atmosphere but being quiet in my mind..
2. The discomfort of time to our selves makes us either face it or run away
3. Is the mental illness language correct? Do we have a disease?
4. Inspiration from a recovery podacst on YouTube..we can't label good or bad.

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Episode #178.

First special guest of 2024. Max and I met recently over Instagram and he has been a fan of the podcast for almost a year. I am so blessed by hearing that others find value listening to this podcast. Max is a creative and talented teenager. I love talking to the younger generation about their mental health experiences. Max uses his music to cope and I love it. Links below for you to check out. He has a new song coming called ORBIT coming out on all platforms on Feb. 14th.

Max's BIO:

I’m a 16 year old musician from Rochester New York who struggles with many different mental health issues and has a very unique way of thinking.

Where to find Max's MUSIC:

Last Forever-Single- YouTube link below:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xTSHBXh22lg

All In My Mind song below:

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Episode #177.

Hey guys,

I broke my right foot and here to update you on that. Happy New Year! Taking this opportunity of having time on my hands to work on writing and reading and improving my mind. Thank you for your faithful listening and support.

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I posted on Instagram..this is what I am feeling for the new year 2024:

Year of the Phoenix.

Year of the no way for 

A quick fix.

Year of the homeless streets 

You'll Never miss.

Year of alignment.

Year of the deep, deep 

Breaths.

Year of the deep sadness 

Before quick repentance.

Year of where madness wins.

Year of the poor in Spirit.

Year of resignation.

Year of the work for the good soil.

Year of the healing from losing 

Feelings you once had.

Year where you stop asking for justice every chance you get.

Year of judgment in the pulpit.

Year of looking you in 

The eyes until I live without lies.

Year of the soak and listen.

Year of siting in the sun.

Year of innocence after the fire.

Year of that pure desire

Year of the loud false Prophets

Making profits.

Year of running til it hurts.

Year of violence.

Year of the hard Pressed kind of faith.

Year of the false fire coming down at 

Your sold out stadium conference.

Year of the rebellious.

Year of the soldier.

Year where you might need to disappear

If you wanna make it here.

Year where I forgive my Father 

For punishing me with fear.

Year where I try to stay sober.

Year where I bow down.

Year of the face the pain in your soul.

Year of giving up control.

Year where you lose your life.

Year of only speaking what you actually do.

Year of integrity.

Year where violent men invade your space 

And get up in your face.

Year of the Secret place.

Year of finding some real friends.

Year of crying at the movies.

Year of where you learn to live again.

happynewyear

Episode #176.

This episode is very special. Maria and Bill are friends from Humanity Church. I have had Maria in my mind to do the podcast for quite some time and we finally made it happen. I was able to record at my house which made the whole experience awesome. We miss Billy everyday. Over 3 years ago we all lost a special son, friend, Marine, and brother. Maria tells the story of his loss but also tells us the lessons she has learned in dealing with grief and loss the past few years. So excited for you to hear this episode.

Maria's BIO:

Marine mom fighting to save every veteran from suicide.

Links:

She referanced the 22 Seconds poem. Go here to learn more on how you can donate:

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Episode #175.

Reflections on a recent conversation with a new friend and how it relates to the future and taking medicaiton.

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Episode #174. 

Excited to have Benji on the podcast again. We talk more faith and theology on this episode. I am blessed by my brother as we also celebrate knowing each othe for a decade.

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Episode #173. Carry was on the podcast back in May 2021. It is a huge honor to have him return in this episode! I love the connections I get to make with the podcast and reconnecting is also special!

Carry's BIO:

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle."

Episode #172: Sobering news about IHOP-KC. Kansas City was the place where my episodes happened. I have many fond memories and much love for the people at the House Of Prayer. Sad news about Mike Bickle. This is not the focal point of the episode but it is related to my personal struggles with addictions and I talk some about that. I end with a encouragement: ' Walk In The Light!"!

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Episode #171.

16 Years later from the diagnosis. I come back to this kind of talk many times. I am influenced by those around me. I did inherit patterns and ideas from my parents. Who I am today is very much because of me. However, where is loneliness coming from? How do we move out of this? In what ways can you move toward connection and community. If you are like me you will say, ' I've heard this before'..I have heard and said it before but my soul is wanting this message. My soul needs this message.

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