Suicide's Ghost

Suicide’s Ghost is a conversation about the controversial topic of suicide through the lens of healing, spirituality, and the lost art of storytelling. 

Episode 11 - Sacred In Between

Recorded on August 11, 2023

Sun in Leo, Moon in Gemini

In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• How Nomi’s feeling a sacred energy of quiet rebellion 
• Mother Nature as a source of connection and transformation
• A movement of the sacred in between to embody the vulnerable, creative process 
• Nature as a homecoming and the key to maintaining spiritual health 
• The current imbalance between love and fear on this planet 
• Vincent van Gogh, Scorpio Moon signs, and taking action
• Our truth authenticity as a choice of love over fear

If you’re in need of a reason to listen to the guidance of your ancient wisdom this episode is for you. 

Topics Covered:

(1:15) Conversations with the mood and understanding my position to serve

(3:56) The subtle movement of showing the world imperfection 

(7:13) Nature as an act of creation and a source of connection 

(13:12) The work of accepting ancient wisdom as a white person 

(18:29) How recording this episode sends love to the ancient wisdom within

(21:35) How my Scorpio moon took over before a coffee date 

(28:06) Disconnect in response to my yearning to feel loved and belong 

(31:00) How the things that serve you bring you back to love

(34:58) Care as vulnerability and ultimately, the key to our magic 

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

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Suicide’s Ghost is a conversation about the controversial topic of suicide through the lens of healing, spirituality, and the lost art of storytelling. 

Episode 10 - Pattern Breakers

Recorded on July 23, 2023

Sun in Leo, Moon in Libra

In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• Leadership based in feminine energy and softness 
• The soul’s path between incarnation and earth 
• How soul contracts and free will co-create 
• Nomi’s decision to opt in as a pattern breaker 
• Nomi’s signs to tell her story and transmute energy
• A soul’s confidence vs. conditioning around confidence  
• Using astrological charts to understand generational trauma and karma 

If you’re in need of a reason to work with your own energy this episode is for you. 

Topics Covered:

(1:30) My guide’s reminder that I’m supposed to do things imperfectly

(2:23) A confirmation that I’m here to exude feminine leadership

(4:27) A story about an extraordinary experience with my kids 

(11:15) The remarkable opportunity of being a pattern breaker on this planet

(12:22) The connection between Incarnation, soul contracts, and free will

(17:21) An appreciation for the unique life I’ve lived as a pattern breaker

(22:23) How personal the pattern breaker journey is for each person 

(24:37) My lineage of brilliant, spiritual women

(29:26) The ins and outs of working with our energy and relearning to be confident 

(31:11) How astrology allows me to understand my kids on a deeper level

(34:54) Confirmation bias when reading family or friends’ chart

(36:02) My specific connections to Libras and Tauruses

(39:20) My daughter’s confidence shift as a reminder to model confidence 

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Suicide’s Ghost is a conversation about the controversial topic of suicide through the lens of healing, spirituality, and the lost art of storytelling. 

Episode 9 - Motherhood

Recorded on July 16, 2023

Sun in Cancer, Moon in Cancer

In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• The freeing essence of imperfection in contrast to perfectionism 
• Owning individuality beyond motherhood 
• Nomi’s son’s birth involving inner strength, the spirit team, and a midwifery  
• How Nomi coped with navigating new motherhood 
• The news Nomi received while at the obstetrician
• Nomi’s funny experience while giving birth to her daughter 
• Familial astrological connections between Nomi and her children

If you’re in need of a reason to normalize human birth and human life this episode is for you. 

Topics Covered:

(1:54) The alignment of motherhood and New Moon energy 

(2:49) Permission to be imperfect and build vulnerability muscles

(6:27) Being a role model as a mom and unconditional love 

(9:14) The hope that my motherhood journey will expand someone else 

(10:15) How being pregnant brought me into my body

(11:49) The psychic connection between me and my son while he was in the womb

(13:01) How diet changes based on what the body wants to consume

(19:11) How intuition tells you when labor needs to start 

(26:06) Normalizing all birth experiences whether there’s instant bonding or not 

(31:30) Sharing the overwhelm of new motherhood and what the body endures

(38:26) Unexpectedly finding out I’m pregnant while at the obstetricians’ office

(47:52) A vivid experience with epidural and fentanyl while in labor 

(51:30) My daughter’s birth story involving constipation and a blanket 

(54:56) My children’s overlapping astrological charts 

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Suicide’s Ghost is a conversation about the controversial topic of suicide through the lens of healing, spirituality, and the lost art of storytelling. 

Episode 8 - Wheel of Karma 

Recorded on July 16, 2023

Sun in Cancer, Moon in Cancer

In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• How spirituality influenced Nomi’s political perspective shift
• A 2021 tarot experience and the Wheel of Karma visualization 
• Karma’s connection to reincarnation and pattern breaking 
• Nomi’s profound experience in the Sequoia National Forest 
• How awakening is not a requirement to get out of the Wheel of Karma
• A reframe around the power of cancel culture 
• Nomi’s 4020 vision of cohabitation, personal choice, and love 

If you’re in need of a reason to take a step away from doom scrolling this episode is for you. 

Topics Covered:

(1:09) Astrological potency of change

(2:34) Political soul searching 

(4:15) The Trump/Hilary presidential race while pregnant 

(6:57) How I’ve energetically moved out of the fear matrix 

(9:53) The Wheel of Karma and a 2021 tarot experience 

(13:38) Karma as reincarnation beyond good vs. bad 

(20:17) A story about karma, energy, and Mother Earth

(24:47) The pace and cadence of the Wheel of Karma

(33:24) To recognize what’s not aligned with love in others and in yourself 

(35:24) How to be receptive to new information and get clear about what you can control 

(41:04) Why fixing our political system includes a higher perspective and leading by example 

Resources Mentioned:

• Jeff Hinshaw 

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Suicide’s Ghost is a conversation about the controversial topic of suicide through the lens of healing, spirituality, and the lost art of storytelling. 

Episode 7 - My Unique Near Death Experience (NDE)

Recorded on July 14, 2023

Sun in Cancer, Moon in Gemini

In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• The epiphanies and completed cycles after recording and sharing Episode 6 - Normalize It 
• Nomi’s journey of stepping into her authenticity as a mystic 
• The stages of healing Nomi’s inner people pleaser 
• Nomi’s co-dependent energetic connection with her mom
• The almost 30 year journey from denial to acceptance in Nomi’s grief journey
• Learning about spirit and unconditional love through the energetic connection with her mom
• A call to listeners to share their story of suicide 

If you’re in need of a sign telling you to heal and grieve simultaneously — guiding you toward your higher Self — this episode is for you. 

Topics Covered:

(3:03) Energetic shifts post-road trip that feel like progress

(7:13) A near-death experience secret I kept from family 

(9:47) Observations during a Kyle Gray event in Los Angeles 

(15:00) Anita Moorjani’s book and a connection to the quantum field 

(19:47) Trauma and shifting reality as a child  

(25:20) My mom representing an energetic resource of unconditional love 

(24:38) A three-way braid of energy and fear 

(30:06) Grief and others’ expectations of your response

(37:20) How to choose where to put unconditional love

Resources Mentioned:

• Kyle Gray 
• Dying to Be Me by Anita Moorjani

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Episode 6 - Normalize It

Recorded on July 9, 2023

Sun in Cancer, Moon in Aries

 In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• Nomi’s energetic pull to record immediately after returning from a road trip
• The struggle of being in your body and learning to embody your experience
• How it feels to now be in her own sovereign energy
• Nomi’s roadtrip from Tucson to Santa Cruz with her kids and two puppies
• How Nomi navigated a trauma response following a trip to urgent care
• How releasing emotional pressure around suicide was a proud moment
• The ability to normalize death, and a sneak peek into the next episodes about the Wheel of Karma, and Nomi’s peephole into the other side

If you’re in need of a sign telling you to embody your experience — guiding you toward your higher Self — this episode is for you. There is space. This is your proof. It can be done.

Topics Covered:

(1:26) The energy shift from leaving to coming back from a road trip 

(2:46) Being in your body and an experience with a psychic

(5:26) Somatic work with Adriana Rizzolo

(11:11) The flow of enjoying the moment while taking care of others

(13:23) The release of control and choosing love when things get chaotic 

(15:56) A trip to urgent care for my daughter

(21:02) Trauma responses and feeling suicidal 

(31:25) Processing grief in the body and honoring its experience

Resources Mentioned:

• Connect with Adriana Marie Rizzolo
• Dying to Be Me by Anita Moorjani

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Divorce is almost always messy and there’s two sides to every story, no doubt about it. In this episode I am sharing MY truth in order to build trust in myself and own my experience in order to be able to let it go. It may not be perfect (no one is) but this is me choosing me, over and over and over, so that I may encourage you to do the same. Choosing you is choosing spirit, after all.

Episode 5 - My Divorce & The Scorpio Full Moon Eclipse 

Recorded on Sunday, May 7, 2023

Sun in Taurus, Moon in Scorpio

 In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• The 2023 energy of the Spring Eclipse portal in Taurus and Scorpio 
• What happens during an eclipse portal and what it signifies 
• What realization Nomi had about her children’s different home environments with diverging political viewpoints
• How Nomi navigated her relationship with her ex before and during their divorce
• What types of relationships inspired Nomi to want to help others 
• The lesson of being seen and how that includes being both spiritual and human

If you’re in need of a sign telling you to take your power back — guiding you toward your higher Self — this episode is for you. There is space. This is your proof. It can be done.

Topics Covered:

(1:50) The mixture of the Scorpio Full Moon energy and processing my divorce

(8:21) A significant trigger involving my ex and my son’s water bottle 

(25:13) My side of the story is taking my power back 

(28:37) What came up during the visualization and cord cutting ritual

(34:30) Processing intense emotions following the eclipse portal 

(41:42) The journey and shadow work of being seen

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

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Date recorded: June 17, 2023
Moon sign and phase: New Moon in Gemini
Other notes:  Advisable to have your tissues handy.

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Suicide’s Ghost is a conversation about the controversial topic of suicide through the lens of healing, spirituality, and the lost art of storytelling. 

Episode 4 - Done Hiding 

Recorded on Tuesday June 20, 2023

Sun in Gemini, Moon in Cancer

In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• Approaching and interacting with a pattern in order to be a pattern breaker 
• Nomi’s response to episode 3, Worthiness Wound 
• How to tap into the power within to share our most authentic stories 
• The need to receive support and transmute energy 
• How awareness is both choosing love and the potential to cause harm 
• The truth (we create) and the Truth Truth (God energy)

If you’re in need of a sign telling you to speak your whole truth — guiding you toward your higher Self — this episode is for you. There is space. This is your proof. It can be done.

Topics Covered:

(1:50) How following your intuition is like trust fall energy 

(4:04) The pattern breaker archetype 

(9:15) Heart-centered relationships are always available to us 

(12:31) My dad and my healing journey 

(19:09) Create your reality and cultivate as much love as you can 

(22:59) To speak our truth is to align with God, source, universe energy 

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.

Resources:

• Therapy and suicide resources for those needing immediate support: https://www.blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines & https://www.findahelpline.com

Connect with me:

• Want to work with me? Go to https://www.practicalmysticmama.com to view our offerings
• Follow me on Instagram and TikTok: @practicalmysticmama

If you enjoyed the episode, please take a moment to review Suicide's Ghost on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you tune in from.