The Craziness That Lives Inside My Head!

Eric compares society's definition of Trolls in 2023 vs the definition in the 1970s.

Eric Stephen Booth: books, biography, latest update

I'm 71 years old and worked on the Wall Street trading floor surrounded by at least 2,000 traders and clerks for 20 years then at the newspaper for 10 years. So, I've been around a lot of different human personalities. When I met my narcissist I told him that he acted just like a best friend I had for 20 years and stopped talking to him mainly because I got tired of his hatred for women and religion. Well, I should have broken off our relationship on the first date, especially when he said he liked me because I didn't get upset when he told African-American jokes. He was an Italian-American.

Eric Stephen Booth: books, biography, latest update

Eric talks about his time with Men Of All Colors Together.

Eric wonders if his old meeting haunt, Girth & Mirth/NY, still exists.

Eric ponders his Main Squeeze status to a Side Chick.

Eric talks about his beginning experiences when Disco, DJ, and booty shaking started in the late 1960s and early 1970s.

Eric brags about how he stole Mata Hari's lover.

Eric explains the background material for his first film, Forbidden Fruit. He talks about the main character, Rick, and the sadness of Rick's life. He also explains that seeing Rick's suicide was one of the catalysts that got him tied to a bed in the psych ward at Bellevue Hospital in New York City in 1984.

What is a Power Bottom?

As queer people, we’ve all heard the term “power bottom.” Its usage implies a superior bottom who can enthusiastically handle any dick of any size at any time. A power bottom is a bottom’s final evolution—the “Cookie Monster” of taking  dick, if you will. They’ve learned their body and its limits, and as a result, they emit a holographic sense of confidence both inside and outside of the bedroom.

(An excerpt edited from Bobby Box from Logo TV)

cEric talks about his fears with death and dying and how he over came them.

Gerascophobia – Fear of Growing Old. Gerascophobia is the Fear of Growing Old or sometimes the fear of dying or developing a medical problem associated with beings old, for example Alzheimer's.
thanatophobia : Someone who can't stop thinking and fretting about death suffers from thanatophobia. Beyond normal worries, true thanatophobia makes it hard to sleep, work, or enjoy life.

Eric examines relationships and how sexuality in the 1970s was not defined as closely as it is in the 21st century.

Eric had a scary event with his ex lover that consist of  100 mg THC : 2,500 CBD Berry Blast Gummies. 

What does it mean to triangulate someone?

What Is Triangulation? Triangulation is when a toxic or manipulative person, often a person with strong narcissistic traits, brings a third person into their relationship in order to remain in control. There will be limited or no communication between the two triangulated individuals except through the manipulator.

THE PAULO STORY

Eric's sadness over the death of the stars of the first the Black Exploitation Films.

Melvin Van Peebles (Sweet Sweetback's Baadasssss Song) died 2021 - movie date 1971

Ron O’Neal’s (Superfly) died 2004 - movie date 1972

William Marshall (Blacula) died 2003 - movie date 1972

Pam Grier (Foxy Brown) 74 years old - movie date 1974

Eric talks about his experiences on the Piers of Christopher Street in the 1970s.

Eric recollects his last day he spent on the Gay Beach at Jacob Riis Park in Far Rockaway, Queen, New York City.

Eric reminisces about his parties of Angel Dust (PCP) in the 1980s.

Eric talks about his narcissistic relationship breakup.

Eric reveals his sadistic side when he uses his cat Malcolm to do devilish deeds.

Eric goes on a vicious rant about AT&T's customer service.