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    Gangaji Podcasts

    For over 20 years, American born teacher and author Gangaji has reached thousands around with world with the words of her teacher, H.W.L. Poonja (Papaji) to “call off the search” and to inquire into the truth of who you really are. Now, in her first radio show, Gangaji and host Hillary Larson take a look at the issues we face in our everyday lives, one topic at time. Every month, for thirty minutes Gangaji will be addressing subjects like addiction, chronic pain, intimacy, anxiety, depression, enlightenment, death and many more. Join us as Gangaji helps us find freedom in the face of what we experience in our daily lives.
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    Being Yourself | Consciously Opening to Emotional Pain

    Being Yourself | Consciously Opening to Emotional Pain

    “There is no problem with pain. There is pain. If you are seeking something to avoid pain, that’s the suffering. That’s the search that must be called off.”

    It takes effort to avoid our emotional pain. We can try to avoid it, but ultimately the common strategies of withdrawing, protecting, and dissociating from feelings of hurt actually turn emotional pain into unnecessary suffering. This lively exchange taken from the Gangaji archives offers a clear demonstration of how we can recognize the strategies we use and then choose to give up the power to suffer.

     

    Learn more about Gangaji, her in-person and online events, Prison Program, and more at gangaji.org. 

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    With gratitude..

    Being Yourself | Necessary Pain, Unnecessary Suffering

    Being Yourself  |  Necessary Pain, Unnecessary Suffering

    “If you stop thinking about how to get out of the body that may be painful or how to keep the body that is pain free, you get to experience the truth.”

    Physical pain is an essential aspect of life that serves the survival and well-being of the body, but we can easily turn that necessary pain that alerts us to injury and illness into unnecessary suffering. What is the difference between pain and suffering? What can physical pain reveal to us when we meet it directly?

     

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    Being Yourself | How Can Your Life Be Truly Lived?

    Being Yourself |  How Can Your Life Be Truly Lived?

    Where is the life you want?

    As much as we can fear death, we can also fear living a full and vibrant life. In this exchange, Gangaji helps a woman get to the root of what keeps her fear of vibrancy running. This conversation demonstrates how each of us has the capacity to discover how to live a true and full life.   

     

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    Being Yourself | Facing Death is Facing Life

    Being Yourself | Facing Death is Facing Life

    “The strategies and avoidance around the experience of “not being” or death are what keep you from the experience of eternal life.”

    As a young boy of 16, Ramana chose to stop running from what he feared and turned to face death directly. In that moment of inquiry, he opened his mind asking, “Who dies?”  All of us share that same opportunity to stop running and inquire into what we fear most—the end of “me.” In the willingness to investigate death itself, we can discover what cannot die, we can truly rest in the peace that is present here and now.

     

    Learn more about Gangaji at gangaji.org

    Being Yourself | Celebrating 30 Years of Love in Action

    Being Yourself | Celebrating 30 Years of Love in Action

    “It was a fire. It was really a fire because it was a razor’s edge. All of sudden there are these huge groups. And if I identified even the slightest negatively or positively…I am sliced on this razor I am living on. It was really a necessary fire. I had to be quiet. I had to be still.”

    This month we share the soundtrack to a special 30th anniversary video honoring the community of volunteers and donors. The video begins with Gangaji’s first meeting with Papaji in 1990. After Gangaji speaks about her earliest experiences of teaching, we see what unfolded through community efforts in the years that followed. Includes featured music from Jami Sieber, Kirtana, and Amber Terrell.

     

    To watch the video version or learn more about Gangaji and the Gangaji Foundation visit  gangaji.org. 

     

    Being Yourself | The Yoga of Naturally Being Yourself

    Being Yourself | The Yoga of Naturally Being Yourself
    “It’s a lie that any thing gives you fulfilling, true, deep joy. Joy is your nature.”

    We can feel deeply conflicted when following our hearts doesn’t line up with what we or others think we should be doing. When we reach the proverbial and often frightening “fork in the road,” we have a choice to be true to ourselves. Gangaji begins this meeting speaking about the difference between being normal and being natural, and then shares one of the key “fork in the road” moments she experienced in her life.
     
     
     
     
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    Being Yourself | The Direct Experience of Certainty

    Being Yourself | The Direct Experience of Certainty
    “Universal, absolute awareness is who you are."
    How is it possible to be “certain” of who we are? In the wake of an essential and undeniable experience of our true nature as pure consciousness, doubt usually arises—“Did that really happen? Is it real?” Then, we often look to our thoughts for the answer. In this powerful dialogue, Gangaji helps us see past the efforts of the rational, conditioned mind to grasp to the doubtless recognition of what is always here.
     
     
    Learn more about Gangaji, her events, and programs at gangaji.org. 

    Being Yourself | Entangled in the Search for a Better Identity

    Being Yourself | Entangled in the Search for a Better Identity

    “The error is that you are not what can be thought, or perceived, or felt.  You are that in which all thoughts, all perceptions, all feelings, appear in.”

    In countless ways, we search for a “better” identity to replace who we think we are. This month, Gangaji speaks to the trap of misidentification. How is it possible to see your true face? Where are you looking for yourself?

     

    Learn more about Gangaji at gangaji.org

    Being Yourself Podcast Extra | Finding Freedom in the Darkness

    Being Yourself Podcast Extra |  Finding Freedom in the Darkness

    “Incarcerated for life in a maximum security prison in Alabama and not using that as an excuse, refusing to use that as an excuse.  In fact, using that as a vehicle.”

    Gangaji reads a powerful letter of realization from a prisoner serving life without parole in an Alabama prison.

    Learn more about Gangaji at gangaji.org

    Support/Learn more about the Gangaji Foundation Prison Program here

     

    Being Yourself | Healing the Ego Is Not Self-Realization

    Being Yourself | Healing the Ego Is Not Self-Realization

    “This is not psychotherapy. This is not anti-psychotherapy. This has nothing to do with fixing you. This has to do with discovering fully and completely what is always here and was always here in the worst moments, in the best moments.”

    In this monologue recorded during a recent retreat at Fallen Leaf Lake, Gangaji delineates the crucial difference between psychotherapy and self-inquiry and the distinct purposes they play in our lives. 

     

    Learn more about Gangaji, her programs, and schedule of events at gangaji.org

    Donate to the Prison Program here

    Being Yourself | Recognizing the Subtleties of Ego

    Being Yourself | Recognizing the Subtleties of Ego

    “This is an invitation to stop. To not create who you are. To simply be yourself with no idea or memory of who or what that is. Just to be. Then to see, how vast this just is.”

    Our lived experience in a human body gives rise to a wide range of phenomena that include thoughts, feelings, and images of ourselves. Thoughts, feelings, sensations, or memories are not a problem unless that is how we define or identify who we are. In this potent inquiry, Gangaji points to the complex subtleties of ego that perpetuate human suffering. She invites us to stop overlooking the source of all phenomena to discover our true face and “the absolute simplicity of peace.”

     

    Learn more about how to support prisoners in their spiritual inquiry by donating to the Gangaji's prison program here

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    Being Yourself | Chasing Desires, Overlooking Fulfillment

    Being Yourself | Chasing Desires, Overlooking Fulfillment
    “When you know, without a shadow of a doubt, that you are this stillness, that you are this awareness, then it doesn’t matter what is on the surface.”
     
    Human beings have a profound desire to realize a lasting peace. The question is where are we looking, and what desire are we actually chasing? In this very relatable exchange, we see how recurring desires to avoid pain, end confusion, or gain clarity are simply the play of the mind. True and lasting peace remains undisturbed by any phenomena, and we can discover that in our willingness to simply meet what is arising.
     
     
     
    Learn more about Gangaji and her programs at gangaji.org

    Being Yourself | Sacred Land, Ancient Blessings

    Being Yourself | Sacred Land, Ancient Blessings
    “To be nothing, to be nobody, is to realize who you are.”
    This month on Being Yourself, we share one the first meetings Gangaji held in Byron Bay, Australia. This is the land of the Arakwal Bumberlin people, who have lived in the coastal landscape around the Byron Bay area for at least 22,000 years. Gangaji begins by acknowledging how the ancient Aboriginal peoples have blessed our lives. Then she invites us to end our search for spiritual superiority to simply be who we truly are—no “thing” at all.

    Being Yourself | A Freedom Story

    Being Yourself | A Freedom Story

    Discovering the truth of who you are doesn’t require a certificate of realization. You don’t need to understand Sanskrit or Advaita to know the truth of who you are. The only requirement is the willingness to investigate the thought of who you are. This month on Being Yourself, Gangaji shares what she calls a “sutra from the streets”— a teaching story about the power of inquiry and what is possible for all.

     

     

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    Learn more about Gangaji and her programs and events at gangaji.org

    Learn more about the Gangaji Foundation Prison Program

    Donate to the Prison Program here.

     

     

    About Gangaji

    Like many of her contemporaries, Gangaji searched for fulfillment through relationships, career, motherhood, subculture experiences, political activism, and spiritual practice. In 1990, Gangaji met her teacher, Sri H.W.L. Poonja on the banks of the Ganga River. Today, Gangaji invites people from all walks of life to fully recognize the absolute freedom and unchanging peace that is the truth of one’s being.

     She is the author of The Diamond in Your Pocket: Discovering Your True Radiance, Freedom and Resolve: The Living Edge of Surrender, Hidden Treasure: Uncovering the Truth in Your Life Story, and You are That Volume 1 & 11.  

     

     About Kenny Johnson

    After living behind bars for over 20 years, Kenneth Johnson went through a spiritual awakening that changed his life radically and ended his life as a criminal. Released from prison in 1997, Kenny later founded This Sacred Space, a non-profit organization dedicated to self-discovery. He is the author of The Last Hustle.  Kenny@thissacredspace.org or 415-342-4807

     

    Being Yourself | The Most Important Question

    Being Yourself | The Most Important Question

    “For our purpose, which is the purpose of discovering the truth of who one is, let us forget why one is and discover who.”

    We often are seeking answers to our questions of “why” and “how.” Gangaji invites us to turn our attention to the most important question we can ask ourselves on the spiritual path, the question that can lead to self-recognition and the endless discovery of the depths of who one truly is.

    Being Yourself Podcast Extra | Feast of Losses

    Being Yourself Podcast Extra | Feast of Losses

    This month we are happy to share a selection from Jami Sieber and Kim Rosen's new album Feast of Losses. Their new album takes a deep dive into that sacred space where grief and gratitude meet. Their collaboration offers a transmission of such beauty that it stops the mind and opens the heart! This selection from the album features What the Living Do by Marie Howe, with music by Jami Sieber and spoken word by Kim Rosen. Read about their inspiration for this work on the Gangaji Commnuity Blog. 

    Purchase a download of the complete album at jamisieber.com/feast-of-losses

    Being Yourself | Invitation to the Open Door

    Being Yourself | Invitation to the Open Door

    “If your attention is on the story of how you do not deserve what is being offered, this is the continuation of self-denial.  There is an open door in this jail, in this prison.”

    When we seek freedom on the spiritual path, it is often freedom from our mind or mental activity. In this podcast, we focus how we can lock ourselves up inside a mental prison, not recognizing the door that is always open.